Post by Catherine Dunham on Feb 21, 2014 17:16:13 GMT -6
Two months had nearly gone by since the passing of the tiny Herbology professor’s father, and she still struggled with the loss. While the initial pain, that had made her an emotional wreck for a few weeks, had somewhat cooled down, Catherine still found it hard to come back to the life she used to lead. The happy, erratic and chaotic young woman was gone and had been replaced by a grieving, cold and distant shadow. However, despite her grief, she still managed to do her job. In fact, she was probably better at it now than ever before. Or at least, on paper. The students no longer got away with things they once had, and they had slowly begun to realize who was in charge. Sadly, a lot of the students who had once come to Catherine for comfort and support no longer did so, as they would only be greeted with a cold, annoyed stare. But the grades were improving, so while things might be less nice for the students, they did learn better.
Catherine had decided to stay at the school for the holidays, which had led to massive family drama - as if they hadn’t had enough for this year. Her three brothers with their families were all going to spend Christmas with her mother, so it was not as if she was going to be alone. But Catherine couldn’t deal with that right now. Her mother had the tendency to be overly dramatic and her husband’s death had only made it all worse. Not only did she have no respect for the fact that they were all grieving, every time Catherine visited, her mother would go on a guilt tirade and point out how selfish Catherine had been for not being there for her. She had always knew that her mother could be an absolute bitch at times, but she had never expected the woman to sink this low. During very dark moments, Catherine wondered whether her father might be better off.
As the holidays were drawing closer, Catherine had buried herself with work but had at least tried to pretend as if all the decorations and festivities that had been exploding all over the school all December, mattered to her. Most of the students had went home now, though, and Catherine and most of the other staff members found a silent, empty but cozy school to prepare next semester in. Catherine had just finished the more celebratory Christmas Eve dinner but had left earlier as she had no wish to chitchat. For the occasion, she was wearing a red dress with a matching lipstick and somewhat looked better than she had in months, but it was just something to make other people feel more comfortable. It was easier to pretend everything was ok when you at least looked decent. She might return to the party later, but for now, she wanted to send her little nephew, Max, a christmas gift so he would have it by Christmas Day.
She didn’t realize that she had been standing in the Owlery for nearly two hours, simply watching the peaceful night sky while listening to the owls hoo-ing, until she heard footsteps behind her.
Catherine had decided to stay at the school for the holidays, which had led to massive family drama - as if they hadn’t had enough for this year. Her three brothers with their families were all going to spend Christmas with her mother, so it was not as if she was going to be alone. But Catherine couldn’t deal with that right now. Her mother had the tendency to be overly dramatic and her husband’s death had only made it all worse. Not only did she have no respect for the fact that they were all grieving, every time Catherine visited, her mother would go on a guilt tirade and point out how selfish Catherine had been for not being there for her. She had always knew that her mother could be an absolute bitch at times, but she had never expected the woman to sink this low. During very dark moments, Catherine wondered whether her father might be better off.
As the holidays were drawing closer, Catherine had buried herself with work but had at least tried to pretend as if all the decorations and festivities that had been exploding all over the school all December, mattered to her. Most of the students had went home now, though, and Catherine and most of the other staff members found a silent, empty but cozy school to prepare next semester in. Catherine had just finished the more celebratory Christmas Eve dinner but had left earlier as she had no wish to chitchat. For the occasion, she was wearing a red dress with a matching lipstick and somewhat looked better than she had in months, but it was just something to make other people feel more comfortable. It was easier to pretend everything was ok when you at least looked decent. She might return to the party later, but for now, she wanted to send her little nephew, Max, a christmas gift so he would have it by Christmas Day.
She didn’t realize that she had been standing in the Owlery for nearly two hours, simply watching the peaceful night sky while listening to the owls hoo-ing, until she heard footsteps behind her.